went looking for something and found other things. 原来 i used to like writing myself love letters. used to like to jot down smses that i felt were important to me. maybe i still do, just that i don't write anymore, i only keep them in the computer, or blog about it. it's a different feeling, to have something that i can hold and read, and then shed tears over the long journey thus far.
the stuff that i wrote and kept, is pretty amazing to me.
the stuff i threw away/returned, are still kept in my heart.
i guess i don't ever stop loving.
the mementos of friendship are quite great too. it's just kinda sad that we've drifted apart, and were no longer as close. sandra, joy, songyun, baoying too
growing up, it's a long process where we all leave behind history.
i like impromptu dinners too! a luxury on a monday night- pizza + beer - whining about work together. since i've constantly 吃ing, and last monday i've 赌, yesterday i've 喝, i guess next monday i will 嫖 in guangzhou! wahahaha